Why I'm Here At All

Is to wake you up and invite you to leave the cage.

May 09, 2026

I might as well have called this one JUST SAY NO TO DEMONS.

I swear. Sometimes I find out AFTER the fact about astrology and it just blows my mind. Like yoga, astrology is an ancient system that works beyond the mind— not just information to be categorized and coldly predicted. I would say that I’m a serious student who is 10 years deep in my studies. The facts and information just don’t stick to me UNTIL I actually go through it in my life. I have to EMBODY the wisdom before it can stick. But when it sticks, it’s in the bones. You remember how certain types of energy (the planets) played out in a certain flavor (the signs) and in what part of life (the houses).

That’s why I love yoga too— it’s an EMBODIED practice. You have to get in your muscle memory and then it rests in your bones. It makes our education system a total joke. Which it is. Please wake up.

Recently we had a lot of crazy astrology go down in Aries and one of the freakier outer planets, Uranus, moved into Gemini after a 7-8 year slog in Taurus. Whilst driving to Spokane a few weeks ago, I was listened to an astrologer who was describing how the change from Taurus to Gemini might feel for each sun sign.

We live in a world of duality. Due to how polarity works in the zodiac wheel, each sign has a counterpart across the wheel that is its complementary opposite. So, for me as a Scorpio sun, I can find the medicine for out-of-balance emotional, deep Scorpio in earthy, grounded Taurus. Again, very similar to yoga which teaches us not to reject or suppress anything but to meet in the middle and bind it together into wholeness.

This is the WORK, people.

So, this astrologer (Christopher Renstrom) on Astrology Hub said that how Scorpio experienced the Uranus in Taurus— (paraphrasing) perhaps you’ve been grinding through scarcity, lack or poverty for 7 or 8 years. That is because you would have experience SHADOW Taurus during this transit.

Like a bull in the mud with a plow. Slow, stuck and fixed there in the opposite of lush, easy abundance.

I practically had to pull over on the side of the ride— WAS THAT WHAT THE FUCK THIS SHIT HAS BEEN ABOUT ??? God dang it! My life has be real hard.

He went on to say that my experience would shift immediately with Uranus in Gemini. It could be like a lighting bolt or crash of a change too. Uranus is the table-flipper for the benefit of the revolution. And just even hearing this FELT like a lightning strike in me— BOOM! In some ways, maybe I had to go through all that. So that now I know. We are here to grow by exploring the edges.

Humanity is no different from little ol’ me. In some ways, the hardship must be gotten through so we become strong and sovereign. I believe God is using TOUGH LOVE on us. We don’t need to take someone’s word for something. Direct experience is the only way to make wisdom stick.

Wisdom = Experience + Knowledge

By all accounts, aside from the state-approved corporation-delivered account— humanity has been controlled by unseen dark forces for thousands of years. Indigenous wisdom talks about this, mystical wisdom, Christianity, angel history, and the underground truth-seekers called “conspiracy theorists” talk about it…and many have been murdered for it. Not the least of the murdered conspiracists was Jesus. You know this. Please wake up.

All of the mystical and woo-woo stuff is clear on this— no one is coming to save us.

This is an inside job. There is nothing out there to fix or change. Out there is fine, it’s our perception that’s the problem. We are the captives in Plato’s cave looking at shadows and believing they are real. We can stand up and walk out into the sunlight anytime. We are living in a holographic reflection of collective thought forms that have taken on real material shape. The control of our thoughts and emotions is the primary concern of the controllers.

We save ourselves by waking up, de-programming and choosing LOVE every single day— first by loving ourselves, then Nature, then each other, then everything including our enemy. We are tethered to the Earth quite literally.

The only way out is in.

Control and direct your thoughts and emotions to a higher octave and we win.

You don’t have to be Nostradamus or Professor Jiang to predict the future. These patterns are described everywhere underground and are plainly visible.

Scarcity is being manufactured to crash the world economy.
Alongside it they are ramping up war because they HAVE to in order to live— the predators at the top are either contracted to, or possessed by demons, for lack of a better word.
When everyone is depleted and drained enough from the savagery of war, they will REALLY force us into the digital control dystopia through money, IDs, medicine, etc.
They will pretend like the solution is a world currency and global government.
Then they will force us into martial law and turn every state a surveilled police state.
At that point they can easily merge whatever humans haven’t died with AI to manage, harvest and continue being their slaves for whatever the fuck that dumb version of the world looks like.

We’ve already read these dystopian stories and they are BORING. I hate boring stories. A better story is one in which humanity wakes up and does the work, one individual at a time. The work is not easy. I know this. It requires wrestling the control of your soul back, turning your vision right side up and becoming whole, healed, sovereign beings who refused to go to slaughter.

DO NOT WAIT FOR WORLD WAR 3 TO DO SOMETHING.

The entire reason I write here at all is to wake people up. To offer my map of the terrain and hold a lantern. That’s all I can do. I can’t make you delete your Facebook account, stop shopping on Amazon or quit talking shit to / about yourself. I can’t make see politics as the sock puppet show it is. There are dark forces puppeting the sock puppets.

I have compassion for the delusions and addictions we all have to wade through that were a result of living in their world for so long. I had to heal those things too. At great personal expense. Yes, I may be poor and sleeping in a truck right now, but I am happy, healthy and free. I sleep good at night. I like who I am.

The cost of freedom is inconvenience.

And it’s only inconvenient because my brothers and sisters do nothing about it.

People turn their back on me when I trigger them to feel their own imprisonment by virtue of my own liberation. I am called a degenerate and worse. I’m treated as if I brought this on myself. My failure to manifest my way out of poverty is seen as my own karma. But maybe God is working through me to make sure I never forget what disconnection felt like. To be a crystal clear example for others.

May we never forget this shit show so it is never repeated again in the entire future history of the Universe!!!

I’m here to tell you, I just left the cage early. That’s all.

The door is open. I left the bread crumb trail. I’ve been begging you to meet me here. I’ve been waiting for you all in the only field where freedom can live. There’s no way to participate in a corrupt system without being corrupted.

Don’t wait for war. Fuck them. Stop watching their news. Get off their poisons. Pull people in to your heart, home, hearth again. Stop numbing out so you can feel how awful it actually is, in order to get your motivation back. Protect your eyes, mind, heart and soul— as if you were a precious innocent child who has been abused. Because you are.

I miss you all so much.

I miss my tribe. I’ve been going it alone a long, long time now. Protecting something very precious. Myself. I have her back now. I’m not going back to their systems or their world. I know that creativity is my super power. I can make any beautiful world I want to, as long as I am in alignment. I protect that with my life. It was hard earned.

The truth will set you free, so go find some! The truth relaxes your gut. Pay attention to that. Even when the truth is hard to digest— it will relax your nervous system when you understand. Because then you can take the next right action.

Before war happens, stop participating in your own demise.

If no one is sitting at home glued to a screen to react to the shock and horror of war— they lose. They are TRYING to traumatize us because they are fed by our fear. Literally, the predators are kept wealthy and healthy only by OUR misery. I’m not being euphemistic. These are not humans in the way we think of humans. The call is coming from inside the house. Please wake up.

Here’s a few things you could try….

Obviously stop watching mainstream news if you haven’t.

DELETE social media and don’t look back. Leave Facebook, Instagram, X, etc. right now. Before a war even happens, imagine what a mass Exodus from their mind control media would do! We have so much power! If they have less / zero ways to deplete you emotionally— they lose. This is how we win.
DELETE Amazon and stop shopping online. We need to be in the real world. Real businesses and real people need us. And maybe you don’t really need that thing that bad anyway. Stop giving your money to criminals who use child slave labor to make disposable crap that only makes the 1% more rich.
CANCEL all streaming services. I heard the entertainment and sports industry described as the Bread and Circuses of Ancient Rome. As long the masses are entertained and fed they will go along with anything. There’s barely anything watchable anyway, get a DVD player and go to the thrift store to buy old movies. Read more books. Paint more paintings. Go play outside.
SUPPORT the making of culture in the real world. Creativity is not just a hobby or leisure activity— it is God working through us. We were made by a Creator to BE creative. We are tasked with making Heaven on Earth. We are mini-Creators. The controllers can’t be creative due to their disconnection from the Creator. Creativity is a weapon. USE IT.
MAKE REBELLION FUN. Joy is a great weapon against hate. Use it. Find your joy, fascination, curiosity and spend as much time as possible dwelling in this state. Doing this literally ripples out into the Collective Unconscious and changes EVERYTHING. This is not linear. It can be quantum.
VALUE YOUR FEELINGS. This is the body wisdom communicating to you.
PREPARE to walk away from anything at any time. I have one foot out the door with YouTube and with it will go my Gmail. Right now, I still find a lot of important information there, but the increase in ads and the manipulation of the algorithm is grinding on me. I resent being data harvested by Google.

Lastly, Substack has been a tremendous resource to me. Below are some of recent articles / videos that may be useful to you. Again, remember that even if the truth is hard to swallow, it will set us free.

Yours in freedom,

Trixie